You may not understand what's so great about them, why am I so crazy over them.
Oh well..
if you don't like kpop, then I would just advice you to skip this post!
Last year, I was in Malaysia and it was kinda difficult for me to post on this day.
So grateful and thankful for le bestie to help me with the photos and all to complete the post.
the 9th year...
I've been looking forward to this day ever since 2013 started.
It's their 10th year anniversary!!!!
it's no longer 8th year, 9th year but 10.
its like a decade.
As much as I don't want to admit it, yeah alright it's JYJ's 10th anniversary.
What's the difference.
Their songs will never fail to get me sad when it's late at night
we call it the #emoshinki
even listening to it while sleeping, after falling asleep i'll wake up at a certain point and tear up as the songs continue to play.
Yes, during their hiatus I was distracted by the other rookie groups.
But I'm glad that I came back.
Still, after a big round, the boys are really, really incomparable.
They're like my precious I just had to protect them.
I get angry(I guess I explode) when people say about their bads. Old? They can't sing!
whatever whatever.
Then make sure your idol is THAT perfect.
I know its hard to get someone else to understand how deep it actually goes
I don't need others to understand, its not the first time and it won't be the last for people who doesn't understand me to say something like "Not as if they will know you exist after so much" to me.
Basically sometimes I feel like, nobody knows.
After liking them, I forgot what I like. What's my favourite colour if I didn't like them? I don't know.
What will I be studying in right now? I don't know, truthfully.
It seems like I'm just so crazy but I've never regrettedd.
Liking red, picking red stuffs becomes a habit, subconsciously I just do it.
I don't regret it either. Red is nice....no matter what?
HEH. There's no way I can ever go back how I used to be.
I don't just like them because of their face or the body.
It's like everything. It's crazy, I know.
I know yunho doesn't sing that well when the 5 were together, I still liked him.
Knowing that yoochun jaejoong they may be smokers they hit their sasaeng fans etc etc...life goes on.
What do we know? Try getting followed by a huge gang of girls 24/7, it's actually quite disturbing.
Looking at all the other kpop groups like SJ and especially Exo, sometimes I really wonder, are there still somebody out there like me who goes crazy for TVXQ? Like they're seniors seniors. Thinking about that I guess they may be like another ShinHwa in the industry right now. Will their fame die off and slowly they'll disappear?
Feeling insecured as usual, I get really upset when I think about that and then, what if one day because nobody else likes them and they disappear from the industry? How am I going to survive...
but guess not. Photos, scenes of concerts like this always put my heart at ease.
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| "THANK YOU TOHOSHINKI" |
I've only seen homin once. Far far away.
But i do see them clearly in my dreams.
It's not that simple.........
each of their stories are like motivation for me.
looking at them... I always have that "Nothing is easy." thought.
even jyj does well without going up for broadcasts or whatsoever
they deserved everything they have now, it's 10 years of effort and time.
all the hardwork, sweat and tears....
and yes, I went crazy when I went for the K-attack concerts and they play medleys of DB5K.
All my favourites. I just went sinking melting into the chair with tears yeah.
How can I hold back?
They're just perfect. They are separated for now, nobody knows if they're coming back or not.
Cassiopeias all hope they will. Why did this even happen?
But slowly I find myself accepting the fact that yes, it's homin and jyj.
nonetheless, their videos are still in my phone..
When I'm bored, when I can't sleep, when I feel sad.
They're there.
Can I say they're like my soulmates?
They may not hear me, they do not know my existence, but I just need them to be there.
Their passion for music and their dreams.
I should be doing my project now but....no the shinki feels are exploding nowwww.
sigh yeah they're my distractions but I'll still do well in order to achieve my dreams hohoho
I really wanted to fly over there just for today. Their concert. Their 10th anniversary.
but oh well reality reality I don't have the money and it's like IMPOSSIBLE for me to be there.
Even running 10 rounds around the park seems more feasible than that.
I may not be there at the start, but I promise I'll be there till the very end.
I belong to the red ocean.
They're like a family; family doesn't separate no matter what.
#동방신기와10년 #TVXQ10thAnniversary
ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH
Happy 10th year anniversary.
It wasn't easy, and you guys did it.
You all will always be my role model and motivation
thank you for existing.
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