Not a goodbye

I know its super delayed but I just couldn't find the mood to talk about this.
Cause, I really can't deal with farewells like I've mentioned for 10294830754329847 times
But well, I'm really grateful for all the efforts behind our beachy farewell. Totally understand the pains of planning a farewell, especially a last minute one.
Because we have 8 interns, and everyone is really busy with their own things, it was really hard for us to find a date that could accommodate to everyone.

Every single one I've met, changed my life.
These 6 months were not easy for both interns and managers. Back to back cruise days almost killed but as time passes, we got numb and immune to it and before we actually realize it, we're done with internship. Before I started internship, I've never expected time to fly THAT fast. I'm so grateful that the people I've met here are sort of my happy pills and the care and concern I've received is way beyond what I've expected. People always say, the working society they're always cunning scheming or whatever. But here, I've met people that can effortlessly make me cry a river out.

I guess I'm really appreciative of how we're like close friends with the people we call managers.
Our company is really young, and cute actually.

After 6 months of battle, we've grown so attached to each other. To the extent whereby you just...cry your eyes out just by looking at that person. I'm easily attached to people, or rather, the memories with the people.


From the start of internship, when I was tasked to plan the farewell party, or rather assist with the planning of Debbie and Dwight's farewell that was when I started to be close with this sweet yet swag lady of my life called Naz. I will never forget the times where we actually almost got lost together at the Downtown mrt. Cause she always ride her bike, and I take the bus so actually we have no idea how to get back to the bus stop for our 402 and yet we were running out of time. She never fail to amaze me with her bimbz moments like asking me to take a photo of our reflection from the mrt door cause she had never done that before, and asking me "eh, how do you actually look attractive with a cigarette in your mouth, plastic bag on your hand and you're perspiring like mad uh?"
Then the next moment, almost all the girls were squeezing in the pantry like some laboratory trying to cook the mashed potato with scarce resources. Those were the times, and ever since that day, I was very attached to Naz. She was like a big sister, always offering me the warmest and tightest hug. The one who called me jojo all over the comms, and that weird tone. Will never how we cleared things up and cried like some humans in the vc on my very last day working. Teared so hard that my lid swelled the next day brrrrr

The guys in Facilities are always worrying the hell out of me. The both broke their legs and nuuuuu sigh 3.142 I don't even know what to say about them anymore. But thankfully because of their guidance, it helped me through my life as a Facilities girl cause how on earth do I deal with the engineering stuff?!!!!

let's take it as there's only me in this photo.

The happy 8 interns at MBCCS! Its only when I see the new interns and I realized actually we're really that awesome as interns. We are one with all our ops managers, and we can actually make the company more lively. The office without us seem so empty quiet and dead. We made so much noise, till the extent where our bosses came over to shut our doors and reprimanded us when he's so gentle. Such is happiness. Complaining about our workload, and blasting all sorts of music with Dwight the clubber and Rainey the joker :( i miss them.

I am really grateful for these two sisters at work. Happy enough to be accepted into the same intern company and from then, I know I'll be well taken care of. No words can describe my gratefulness towards these two who have been through thick and thin (literally) and always there for me when my world crashes. Whenever I had to cry, they will always be there for me. I'm always guilty of receiving so much for them yet I don't know how to express how appreciative I am towards them as I try to be there for them as and when they need it. Till this day, I'll never forget the H2H talk we had at the rooftop after the farewell party and I have to say, I really don't know what will happen to me if you girls weren't there for me. Don't have to be guilty for telling me the truth, don't have to be worried for me, cause I know I have to go through all these by myself and I will be stronger after that. I'll accept it as my karma. Life will always be better when you girls are around. Love you all no matter what!!! Thank you for existing. 

 I accept the fact that we are just weird this way. 

 Now that I'm done with internship, a new journey awaits.
Gotta admit that I'm current lost in life cause I really don't know myself well and after so much struggle, when I know which kind of career I'm interested it, the way ahead gets blocked by my loved one. But I guess there's so many paths that I can go, since I have no idea what do I want, I can always try. I have to do this!