So yes, it has been two weeks since my friends started their internship and here I am enjoying my extra holidays~~~
as nice as that sounds, I'll end my internship later than all of them.
So I've been enjoying life to the maximum during this holidays because I know life won't be easy on me once internship starts.
So much that I'm actually kinda worried if I can wake up early in the morning.
I'm basically keeping myself at home as much as possible and its like I really really really like it when I spend my whole day at home, even if I'm doing nothing.
Yeah, sometimes it gets boring but I still like the boredom at home.
To a certain extent, seems like my resistance towards human behavior is decreasing because I'm pretty much alone at home. Whenever I head out, and some people decided to be a total nuisance it's really annoying. HAHAHAHAH. Well will I ever become an introvert after this week.
HAHAHAHAH. To be honest, I see this possibility.
Staying at home and 24/7 fangirling....I'm in heaven *floats around*
And I probably can't even afford going out now.. after shopping for clothes for internship and thanks to le bff's nonsense theory I guess I've overspent...that I don't think I can even afford a present that I wanted to get for myself. Sighs.
AND THIS.
Pretty much sums up my life.
People call me delusional.
They just don't get it.
I'm just protecting myself from getting hurt but yes I know one day when he goes off with another woman I'll be broken..
for real, I have no idea how many times people have been saying like are you like dumb to be like this over a guy who doesn't even know about your existence.
But I believe I rather give my heart and attention to someone like this than to be totally broken over someone who knows my existence but yet he doesn't care.
That is then, really dumb.
Well, the feelings are real. I really cannot stand people speaking bad of them.
Well, feel free to arrow other groups just leave mine alone :>
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