#YEARTHREENOLIFE

Well pretty much explained......

This year 3 life is driving me crazy with the heavy modules...

Or maybe most probably its just that one Entrepreneurship module that drags the whole thing down. 

I have been trying to remind myself constantly that this entrepreneurship weighs the same as other modules,

so I shouldn't be neglecting too much about the rest of my module. 

True enough. 

I've been neglecting my other projects because I'm really really so drained out with that one entrepreneurship project. 

It's a consistent module, so one test will roll over to the next one and can't wait for the last presentation but at the same time I'm worried for our product when we present it to the judges. 

Emelynn and I really put in a lot of effort, to the extent whereby we really went to find all the different mentors that we could have gotten...

Bed specialists to sleep specialists..and till we get pushed around like some virus by the various hospitals. 

really is A FOR EFFORT. 

Well, much regret that I was so zonked out by that entrepreneurship that I literally rubbished through my 30% report for my special event...but well I really hope I can stop screwing up my kevin wee modules.

One THEMEPARK OPERATIONS is REALLY enough for me to learn my lesson..

我不应该再犯那种低级的错误了. 

I'm really enjoying this last peace before the storm comes tomorrow where I'll meet my group for entrepreneurshit...

I really have no idea how to describe my grouping for this module..It's like I trust them, but I don't know if I trust myself to trust them. When I think that we can produce better work, I start to doubt myself if I'm wrong to edit my work. 

Well... now that the other projects are also coming up. I guess I really have to keep strictly to the deadlines before I'm dead. 

一次的失败就足够我们从中学习了

I really really don't want to get criticized by the tutor once again. 

and I really hope there's this second chance for me.

Cause its really damn unfair for my efforts previously if I don't even get a second chance that wouldn't harm anyone at all. I guess it all goes back to humanity..?

I know I have been saying this for like 10929387402398723562047302 times but,

this time its so real. 

I really feel that its a huge challenge trying to do well, or rather, just maintain. 

So I received the call for placement for internship for next semester...which carries 24 module credits.

Not even kidding, it's literally like the whole semester worth of grades. 

So I've always treated, feared, and escaped from the thoughts of internship.

Until today I knew that I had to face it someday. 

Resorts World called, and yes, that was where I initially wanted to. Because I thought, Singapore only has that one resort,where else can I go. 

really, it was until they called and asked for my preferences and all then I realized, I really didn't want to go RWS although they have the highest allowance. 

Most of my classmates, literally 99% are going to RWS. And then?

So I made the most daring decision. 

I withdrew from the resorts world interview and decided to go for Cruise Center.

Looking at the job scope I think I know that's what I really want.

I am willing to sacrifice for something that I enjoy doing.

For all I know, I don't enjoy what I'm going to end up doing in Universal Studios?

so yes, interview with the Lynns next week and guess what, I'm really looking forward to interning there. 

Whether I'll pass the interview or not, or whether I'm wrong with what I've imagined life to be there,

it's always a risk.

If I don't get through the cruise center's interview, I know I'm pretty much screwed cause there's no way I can go back to RWS for a placement.

It's either a do or die.

But I have to believe, I can do it.

There's no staff canteens, no food for lunch, and pretty inaccessible.

I know, but I guess the passion can overcome whatever challenges placed in my way. 

I have to independent now.

I don't know if I can do it, but I promise I will try. 

till then.