Think about it.

I just came back from my grandma's house~
and for the past few days ,
I've been thinking that next week is Mothers' Day....
HOWEVER.
until just now then I learnt that it is actually just TOMORROW.
WOW.
-sorry mummy D: -

well...
I have this aunty of mine.
she's great, awesome.
Its not that she always bring me out or treat me food or something.
She's straightforward, fierce and upright.

You might be thinking, such fierce woman why would she be great?
Cause we talked over the dinner table,
regarding my future.
As you all know, this year is an important year for me.
I didn't know the meaning of  "pot luck" .
and she expressed concerns over my academics.

I told her I'm somehow interested in RP.
People like me, if I'm going to somewhere where lessons are in lecture form,
I seriously doubt I will be able to learn anything.
I'll be so distracted by the whole thing..
So I think i'm more of RP type.
but, parents have this negative thoughts about RP.
I bet all parents think the same way if they are aware of what polys are around.

I won't wanna go to Nanyang..
I just wanna go somewhere far from home..so at least I can take long trips journeys back home,
though I know it will be tough for me.
She also said,

" Just don't keep thinking that you cannot do it. You must believe that you can make it to university.You'll be surprised when that time comes."

Before this, I didn't even thought of universities.
I was simply just hoping that at least I'll get into a poly will do,
the rest....just wait.
But now, I'm confused.
At least, the better thing is that, I know where I wanna go.
I have these few goals , courses that I'm interested in.
Aunty said that I should go for the service line.
Yes , my mum agreed on that too, and I'm interested in that too.
But getting the score is another thing.

So people, i think you should really start thinking about where do you wanna go..
Most of you , approximately you know the direction where you're heading towards.
But you have to know the exact direction that you WANT to go.

Saying it is easy, doing it is difficult.
I know that.
I'll try!!!

P.s the blog post for cassiopeia needs to be postponed! I don't have an idea of how to compose it out yet :D
Mianhae :[