Saturday, May 7, 2011

Holding back the tears

hey yo!
so i'm like updating in the middle of the night.

anytime my mum will just come in and scold me like there's no tomorrow..
so this is going to be a real short one.

I've totally sank into the past memories of dongbangshinki.
I believe i've watched more than 20 of their videos today.
I don't remember what made me went to type " dbsk " in the search engine of youtube.

It was this long that I didn't search on them anymore.
All i typed was " beast " " yoseob" and "nigahiga".
LOL what type of cassiopeia can i call myself to be?
a failure one?
Perhaps so.

It was also THIS long that they've debuted and everything.
I've followed them when i just turned 13. Now that I'm 16, it's 4 years.
Ever since I was sec 1, classmates know that I can take any jokes other than jokes regarding idols.
They know how serious I'll get.
Especially with HIS name.
Well, if you really like someone that much, and people made fun of his name,
wouldn't you be angry though you knew it was a joke?
Everyone has their own limits I believe.

Hence, through these 4 years,
I've witnessed the rise and fall of dongbang.
Their glamours, and their darkness.
What's my feeling?
I'VE NO IDEA.

whenever I listen to their songs, their voices harmonised perfectly,
and memories will start flooding...
my crazy but happiest moments of my life.

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