Halfway throughhhh

YEAH
finally I survived.
I know I will survive but its hard to get through in the first place so..
basically I have 4 exams this sem!
and 3 are down!

For the past few nights I've been sleeping rather late...and to confess I was rather lazy with the creams I'm supposed to apply daily.
So that explains the outbreaks of pimples HAHA.
No matter how bad it is, it will never win the Joanne in the past.
It was scary.

Grateful of the existence of specialists..if not.
Although I don't feel the difference in how I've felt in the past...but at least I'm happier with things now?
Not as if I have beautiful skin now but just it's so much more better.
Actually it doesn't really matter cause cameras now have this basic effect of making your skin loook so flawless. And I'm so damn thankful for such inventions (': HAHAHA

booo yeah!

Kinda glad that exams weren't that difficult!
But that also meant that..good grades will be hard to get.
Especially the EFMA part which is the accounting module for the semester.
I am not really good with numbers I would say.
I like it when I can do it.
I'm just those that can be stuck at 1 question until I figure it out.

Ohwell I don't used to be like this cause I remember my assessments, my homeworks...
are always full of blanks cause I literally skipped without trying.
I know, I'm regretting it too.
I never learn.

At least I put in 101% of effort when I'm studying right now.
I feel good. HAHAHAHHA
AND MOST IMPORTANTLY FINALLY I CAN WATCH MY DRAMAS.
*ignoring the fact that I still have 1 more paper next week*

I really do feel the desperations when I'm studying yet my sisters were like..watching dramas..tv..
or anything other stuffs other than studying.
I just felt so unfair. And yes the grades are really unfair.
It seems easier to get a higher GPA in TP's design than NYP's business.
It's proven when I have better grades my gpa didn't increase as much as my sister's.
Like damn wts.
Life is unfair, even when you know you can't do anything but to suck it up right.

Gonna go watch my changmin.
Can't get enough of my fangirl life but I just love this way.

BYE!