Expectations D:

hey there! 

So it's like quite long ago since i posted...i think? 

alright. I said I'll say about the comments of the 2AM SHOW right?

Yeap yeap!

it was nice. 

It's really like a mini concert. REALLY. 

But it's better than watching them live. Cause it's closer than standing at the bottom you see.

When they're singing, it's so close that I felt like hugging whoever is in front of my eyes.

Jokwon & Changmin are absolute funny,

Seulong & Jinwoon are cute.

HAHAHAHA.

The only bad thing is that, IT'S TOO SHORT!!!

its only 70 minutes!

They sang  little songs only :'(

like mostly their hit songs.

Cant let you go no matter what..You wouldn't pick up my call..number one..like crazy etc etc.

I have to admit that the starting was MADDDD CUTE.

heehee!

Okay. 

so.. 

yea. 

next thing, 

I went to Jiaen's house this morning to do some chemistry.

and then went to cycle.

and after that my mother invited her over for dinner.

we went out to celebrate my birthday in advance though.

I've learnt that I shouldn't have any high expectations in anything.

Like the more expect, the disappoint I will get is something that you can't imagine.

Just like my prelims results.

a freaking 23 for R4 can just ruin my whole future.

I don't want to end up going some..weird courses.

Yes. 

I've expected myself not to do as well.

but i've NEVER expected myself to fail so badly. 

Hence. 

Some decisions had been made.

I'm least interested in AMATHS.

I wouldn't say i HATE. 

but i just dislike it. 

It's a pain in my ass :(

but still, thanks to my wonderful friends who cheered me up :D

just like this....Jiaen <33 [at the very bottom]

so. i thought like for once,

my wish would be heard by my parents.

With a birthday, there will be a wish, or a present.

So i asked my daddy in the morning, nicely.

after I sweeped the floor and switched off the stove for them before I left the house,

if we could catch a movie tonight.

And in the end, it was a straight no.

Yeah.

It's something that he doesn't want to watch.

so it was brought over with lots of excuses, and scoldings. 

tsk.

IT'S THIS DIFFICULT TO GET MY FAMILY,TO REALLY LISTEN TO WHAT I WANT.

It's always what THEY want.

I'm really disappointed.

they said, they will give me money and i'll watch it some other day with my friends.

but i don't seem that brainless to actually know whats their answer when i ask if i could go out.

" exams are coming and you're telling me you want to catch a movie? whats wrong with you?" 

and they will totally forgot what they've said today.

yes. 

I admit I cried because of this. 

Just because some people didn't sleep for 2 nights and she's tired she scolded me.

Just because some people don't wanna waste time I was being nagged.

Just because mr bean was ugly, i didn't get to watch it.

Just because it was not his type of movie, I'm here blogging about it.

so. 

yeah.

I had to get on with it!

we went to eat Ashton...and we happened to see this car.

the car went into the drain.

And it took quite some time for the tow truck to reach, 

and some one even called the police.
WHEN THERE'S NO ONE INJURED.

Should I say singaporeans are being helpful or kaypo?

HAHHAHA!

I'm definitely the kaypo one.

cause i'm curious about it.

but my daddy is the champion. 

AND BACK TO THE AFTERNOON.

Jiaen and I went to Bishan Park to cycle with the new bike.

I swear it was like 100X more difficult than the previous bike.

The seat is damn high!!!

I totally cannot reach the ground when i'm on the seat.

and i can't cycle the bike on my own...

once i start, i can't stop. 

once i stop, the whole bike topples cause...i can't reach.

HAHAHHA.

but the seat at the back is much more comfortable!!

I'm waiting for it to get modified. AND IT WILL BE SO MUCH MORE NICER!

I don't have any photos though...

so.. i shall upload the photos when I celebrated my birthday with my dearest cousin!

heehee!

i've got that big candle :'(

KOOKIE!