Out I Go.

out out out i go~
be it in family or whereever~
G-dragon's heartbreaker the very last sentence suits me dam alot ^^

whatever it is ,
thanks to peeps who gave me that feeling!
new lessons learnt & i will treasure it alot , i guess?

thanks for making me cry so many times in 3 days.
in 3 days, you succeeded in making me cry like crazy for 2 days.
yeah, when i cry you did come and hoax me.
but do you know how sad and angry i was for you to make me do that?
i doubt you do.
try listening to dbsk song when you are trying to remove all your dbsk poster
on your wall when you have seen these posters on your wall for 2years?
isnt it sad?
well, im not living in a room anymore.
its not a room at all, its a cell!
my room dont seem to be my room anymore.
empty white walls...empty box...empty table...

i didnt eat.

you all cooked noodles and sat together at the table and eat the same noodles.

i know you all didnt expect me existence at all,

so why did you bother to let me stay here and see how happy you are?

am i here to like, suffer or something?

if i wasnt here, you all will be able to stay in the big house right.

i know that.

what can i do?

remove myself like how i removed my posters?

crying and doing that...
EVERYTHING IS SO EMPTY,
my heart too.

Lings! I promise i'll be fine after this post!

even though i dont know if you all even cared,

but for those who cared and read through the whole thing,

thankyou (:

but, i still love you all!

TEEHEE!

lets enjoy monday! k?

im looking forward to it ^^

Thanks for your listening ear and comfort when i needed it (:

i felt better after thrashing everything !

and im wondering how would dumbdumb look in normal canvas shoes!

dumbdumd doesnt wear that -.- weird student!!