I'm gonna be okay.

Its so long since my last post luh.
a lot of things happened within this period time.
i dont know why luh,
but recently i kept thinking what changes will there be if i die now.
will there be any changes at all ?
yeah,
the earth still revolves around the sun.
the moon still revolves around the earth.
what will changes can i expect?
the sun will revolve around the earth?
the earth will revolve around the moon?
no .

i am going to go back to my diary..
obviously there are some things that cannot be posted.
if not quarrels and tiffs and frustrations all come.
i cant afford that now?

people around are changing..
they are not like the past anymore.
did they realise that ?
when someone change, only others will notice it.
he or she wont even notice.
worst still, she will say the friends' bad stuff because she didnt realise she changed .

yeahyeah,
humans DO change.
that is unpreventable.
adapt is all i need.
right?
1year left.
adapt?
tsk.

does time really stop?
or is it me that stop looking at the world.
no idea~

to me there is this gap between us,
but since you say there isnt,
then i shall let it go too.
dont let the feeling come back , and i'll be contented (:
me myself dont even know how to explain that.
getting sensitive~~!

and im missing shuyi gugu ):
and audrey mama!
missing the days,
when they come and look for me every morning.
miss the days i call you everyday..
but you dont pick up~~~~!!!!!

I'm gonna be okay ~~baby without you!
Now, are you okay without me
-- Without U , 2PM !