Can't Let You Go,No Matter What.

firstly,
i want to explain myself here,
even though i feel like i'm just talking to myself!
because (as mentioned)
I'M NOT TJE.
my blog i know WILL NEVER EVER EVER EVER BE LIKE HERS.
and you know what~
its because i dont care eh eh eh eh ~
( I Dont Care by 2NE1 )

ya..
its me..
alone .
发-ing 牢骚 .

i have nothing better to do.
ya so ?
you want call police ?
go ahead,then.

today no need go school
i think i should feel happy.
but i dont think i am .
because i just came back from TJE's blog.

yes!
i want go her house.
i want go watch her tv.
i want go sleep at her "dirt-less" bed .
[ TEEHEE! I DONT THINK ITS THAT DIRTLESS AFTERALL ,COX THERE'S A JOANNE (: ]

if you think i'm having a bad mood now,
YOU'RE WRONG!
i'm just in an ok-ok mood.
not that good,and nothing for me to be bad about.

i bet that pighead is still sleeping at this time, 11:23AM.
if no one wakes her up,
she will never be awake!!!!
TJE!
wake upppp~

i'm just going to have a long long post today~
and now my eglecia & estella must be tackling their d&t huh~
good luck my dears!!
tomorrow running 2.4 ,,
not so confident in myself
afterall,when did i manage to clear it in one go ?

no one to talk to...
외톨이야~외톨이야~ ( I'm a Loner~I'm a Loner )
[i'm a loner by CNBlue]
i think i'm just training up to be the korean radio station de DJ ?
dedicating songs according to what i'm feeling (:

i can predict what will happen tomorrow oh~
i think tmr i will feel some kind of down ?
because i'm robbed.
i lost her~ T^T
well,
maybe not so serious lah HAHA (:
i cant be that sell-fish,,
but i also dont want de ah.
this is MY character.
i cant do anything!
i also dont want to cling onto her de.
BUT YOU THINK I CAN CONTROL ?!
you think too well of me then.
i can just tell you now,
I CANT.
죽어도 못 보내~~내가 어떻게 널 보네 ?~~
( I Can't Let You Go Even If I Die~~How Can I Let You Go ?~~ )
[ Cant Let You Go, No Matter What by 2AM )

this is how i treat my best friend cum sisters.
dont like,
then too bad.
I'M NOT GOING TO LET YOU BECAUSE OF THAT SAY DONT WANT TO BE MY PIGHEAD MUAHAHAHAHAH !
i'm trying to control le..
but everytime when i close my eyes.
EVERYTHING WILL COME BACK TO MY MIND.


i'm really trying very hard..
can you see that ?
HOPE AT LEAST YOU CAN..


LASTLY, AFTER ABOVE MENTIONED.
I REALLY FEEL THAT I WANT TO DEDICATE THIS SONG .
THE LYRICS SOMEHOW IS VERY CLOSE TO WHAT I'M FEELING~
BUT SOME PARTS SEEMS WEIRD THOUGH.
HAHA!
THIS SONG IS THE FIRST SONG IN MY PLAYLIST~ HOPE IT HAVENT END WHEN YOU'VE REACHED READING THIS PART,
OR YOU CAN CHOOSE TO REPEAT~
I LOVE THIS SONGG~


죽어도 못 보네 [CANT LET YOU GO ,EVEN IF I DIE ]

EVEN THOUGH I'M YOUNG, PAIN IS THE SAME
THAT I DON'T KNOW THE WORLD WELL DOESN'T MEAN I DON'T KNOW PAIN
WHY DO YOU LIE SAYING THAT IT WILL BE OKAY ?
MY HEART THAT'S BEEN HURT LIKE THIS,HOW WILL IT HEAL EASILY ?
HOW WILL I LIVE WITHOUT YOU ?
THATS WHY I....

I CAN'T LET YOU GO EVEN IF I DIE, HOW CAN I LET YOU GO ?
IF YOU'RE GOING TO GO, IF YOU'RE GOING TO LEAVE, REPAIR MY HEART
SO THAT I CAN LIVE WITHOUT PAIN
IF YOU DON'T , I CAN'T LIVE AT ALL.
I CAN'T LET YOU GO NO MATTER WHAT.

NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU PUSH ME AWAY
I WILL HOLD YOU UNTIL THE END SO THAT YOU CAN'T GO ANYWHERE ELSE
IF YOU'RE REALLY GOING TO GO, LIE TO ME.
SAY THAT WE'LL MEET TOMORROW AND SMILE AS WE SEE EACH OTHER.
SAY THAT THE BREAK UP WORDS WERE JUST A JOKE.
OTHERWISE I...

I CAN'T LET YOU GO EVEN IF I DIE, HOW CAN I LET YOU GO ?
IF YOU'RE GOING TO GO, IF YOU'RE GOING TO LEAVE, REPAIR MY HEART.
SO THAT I CAN LIVE WITHOUT PAIN
IF YOU DON'T, I CANT LIVE AT ALL.
I CAN'T LET YOU GO NO MATTER WHAT.

WE SPENT ALL THE TIME TOGETHER
HOW WILL I LIVE ON MY OWN NOW ?
LIKE THAT, I CAN'T. I CAN'T !
I CAN'T LET YOU GO NO MATTER WHAT.

I REALLY CAN'T LET YOU GO, HOW CAN I LET YOU GO ?
IF YOU'RE GOING TO GO, IF YOU ARE GOING TO LEAVE, REPAIR MY HEART.
SO THAT I CAN LIVE WITHOUT PAIN.
I CAN'T LET YOU GO NO MATTER WHAT.

..................................................................................................................................

OH YAY ~
ITS DONE !
MUAHAHAHAHAHA~
AND TO THE PERSON I DEDICATED TO,
WHAT I WANT TO SAY IS :
I LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT~~~사랑해요 !
HOPE YOU CAN GET WHAT I REALLY WANT TO SAY TO YOU,
NOT MISUNDERSTAND ME ~!!!


hmm,i know my this post is getting too korean-ish.
but thats me~
if i dont get korean-ish,
thats not me at all.
get it ?

ok,i shall make necessary changes now ^ ^
lastly!
i still want to say :
stop saying that i'm noisyyyyy !!!!!
you are not that quiet too okayyy!
we are two of the same kind, PIGHEAD !
muahahahahahah !
what time liao,still sleeppp!
the sun shines on your butt loo~